Well today I am stressed out for some reason. I guess it could be one of the many things I am dealing with. They are ....My daughter talking on her cell with a guy much older than her that she met online,my heart,my job,my insurance,money ,bills(like everyone),my van's windshield wipers,getting to the store to buy my meds and other things,and so much more.
The one thing I hate is not having enough time in my day to get things done. That then becomes things not getting done. I did a lot today. Just didn't get around to cleaning the car inside. But my biggest thing that caused my stress to get bad today is my daughter. I found out she was texting a guy she met online that is 5 years older than her.
I hope grounding her from friends and computers and also making her clean the house spotless would be fine. I am thinking that maybe I should think more on things for the grounding. She is to cheerful. lol I even place my son in charge of her while I am at work. He loves it but not sure if that is right. He has become more of a king of the roost.
I told him to come down off that mountain he thinks I out him on and he just looks at me and says "God your being a bitch." I did some yelling cause that is a word I hate more than anything. But that just lead to more stress. I don't want to get addicted to any pills but I so need something to calm me down a bit. I was told by my doctor that Benadrill (sp) is close to a nerve pill. But I have taken those before for a reaction I had on my neck. I hate the way they make you feel.
So I took a Nyquil instead cause well I though I am feeling a cold comeing on anyways. I took one of the two tablets they give you. Now I am feeling the affects and already hate it cause I have stomach problems as is and now my stomach feels as though it is burning.So I'll go to sleep and hope I can deal with work tomorrow without anything.
I am going to call my doctor tomorrow and ask him to please prescribe me something for my nerves that way I don't have to buy these stupid things. I have way to much on my mind and now a headache feels as though it is coming on now. Geez does things ever take a rest with our bodies? I have my birthday comeing up also and well I will be 41 and I am not ready to get older that would mean more problems with both my body and life as well. lol
I will keep you posted on what I have accomplished . With that I am going to leave you. Sorry my blog today wasn't very helpful for you. Maybe tomorrow. ^.~ keep tuned ..blessings and peace and love be with you all.