Like today I wanted to talk about the Killer whale incident. I don't understand all that is behind what happened. But I do know a lady was killed by a Killer whale and that she was my age also. I am born in 1969 also so she must be also 41 to. But what shocks me is that everyone is all mad at the Whale and saying what a waste of life and that the whale should be shot or killed ,put down so on. I don't think that it was the whales fault or the lady's. I do blame the people that put them on display for everyone to see to make a profit off of. Now I am not an activist or anything. Just a caring person that has a heart for everyone and everything that lives and breaths.
But again why would someone want to play around in a tank with a Killer whale? I understand that she loved that and wanted to live her life by doing what she loves just like everyone. But a Killer Whale? Hmm ..Well as I have said I am sure many times maybe not on here but in my life. "You reap what you sow . Meaning if that is what she wanted to do then well she knew what was a possibility. I applaud her on her fearlessness. I would never do it but I am so scared to swim in the deep parts at the beach . Fear for sharks and other mamals that eat what ever comes in their line of fire.
It isn't their fault that we swim where they feed or where they are swimming. It is ours because we chose to do so and well then we are at fault. Also people are saying on places like Youtube that we should put them back in the ocean. No that would be killing them. Those Whales are born in captivity and wouldn't last a day in the wild . well possibly a day . lol But when you take something that was raised in say a cage even born in that cage then you let it out after being in the cage for most of it's life well it won't understand that it will no longer be provided food it will have to get the food itself.
I remember this man and his family next door to us when I was young . They had this bulldog on a chain all it's life never came off the chain. The dog would bark at people as it went by. Well one day after it was at least 13 it was going to be moved to another home. The people were moving and they had to take the dog off the chain. The dog was very very strong. The father left his youngest to hold the dogs chain . The young boy couldn't hold the dog and the dog got loose from the boy.
The dog shot for the woods. Why? A natural instinct to run free. But what was he going to do now that he no longer had that bowl of water or that bowl of dog food brought to him now? Sure he MIGHT be able to go back to his natural instincts to find food. But this dog was old. He no longer knew how to find or for that fact to chase something fast enough. The dog was found by me and my brother in the woods. The dog was dead. He was real bonie. Now he wasn't dead that long I would say about a week at most maybe a week and a half.
My brother said that he starved to death. The reason is cause he couldn't catch his food. He probably couldn't find enough water to keep hydrated. He was a fat dog to what I remembered it to be. No his chain was no longer around it's neck. The collar was missing as well. It looked as though someone was trying to grab the dog and it broke or something. I don't know but the main thing is the dog couldn't live on it's own after being on a chain for so long.
Take a child and raise the child in a house with only walls and let the child out from time to time to run in the back yard. Do that til the child is older say 40. Yeah I know the child wouldn't stay there in that way even by force. well maybe by force but if you did that the child would not know the first thing about taking care of themselves or being able to communicate with others to get anywhere in the world. Know how to make money to support themselves. You get what I am saying I know . lol
I just think they should stop raising them in capivity and leave them where they are suppose to be in the wild. Bad enough the world is getting to small because we are taking all the room for us. (not that I am about humans rights or anything . lol) I just wish we would leave alone what should be left there.
Okay done with that. ^.^ Now lets talk about something else. lol
I was suppose to work today but my boss tells me to take today off and rest . She made it clear to rest. lol yeah like I can rest with my kids. My kids can't leave without mom do this mom I need you to help me with this. can you mom mom mom grrr.I took my new med's last night but they didn't help like I thought they would. I have to learn how they work first. lol I was fine sort-of last night after I was done.
I went to bed and was having problems with my heart even though I took the med's to clam my heart down.I guess my chili gave me some bad heartburn . I couldn't fall asleep. right away but when I did wow. I was out.
But then about 5 am I woke up and had to use the restroom bad. So I got up and then when I was walking back to my bed my heart started to race bad. Don't know why. I was to afraid to walk to my son's room so I called him on his cell. lol never thought I would pull that called that he pulls on me all the time. But I did and he came to my room and sat with me til I fell back to sleep. He held my hand through it. I love my son for being there. I just hate having to do that to him. He tells me he is okay with it but I feel so bad about making him watch over me and making sure I am okay.
Well when I woke up he was in his room and I was okay. My heart was beating like it should and well I was good. I thought time to take the Nexium . I looked it up and found how to take it and what not to take it with. I was so hoping it would fix my murr murrs. Well I ate 2 hours after I took it like it said to do. Later on I noticed my murr murrs weren't as bad almost no murr murrs. I still had them don't get me wrong. But they were like banging my chest. I felt like a new person. I was happy and cheerful like my old self.
I just hope that it is working. I ate again and we will see. The Nexium is suppose to work for 24 hours. So tomorrow I will take them again at the same time as today. Sitting here I haven't felt one yet that would have scared the crap or make me notice them. So I am so happy. (does a dance) See I felt like the murr murrs were because of my stomach cause when I would take my Pepcid's before the murr murrs would go away or become faint. Then they got to where they would get worse again as the months passed. So I thought that maybe there is something wrong in my stomach. Like I said I won't get my hopes up to high. Just happy for now I can take a sigh of relief.
Now to find out whats going on with my brother. I got a call from my job saying someone called the place I work today about my brother and that it was an emergency. I can't get a hold of my brother and my nephew his son doesn't know anything about it.Just that his daddy went to the hospital today to have his hands looked at. That worries me once again. They may have told him that they may have to take his hands off. He is diabetic and his hands have been swelling up so badly he gets these nasty looking blisters that turn into nasty nasty sores. Well I will call him again and hope he answers me this time.
I am tired tonight earlier than last night so I will leave it at that. You all have a good night and may you get blessings. Hugs to all. night