I worry so much about dieing and leaving my children behind all the time. But today I have been thinking maybe a heart-attach would be better than what I am feeling right now. Plus I would be treated with kindness and a big plus is that I would have the whole day off and wouldn't have to do a thing. Why is it Mothers are so not thought of like we think of others? I guess I will be going in after all tonight and work my ass off.
I have lost more weight working at this job than any other job I have had. Don't get me wrong I love the job and the people in which I work with. One of which makes me feel like I have a sister. My son got 10.00 from my brother the other night. I thought that was really nice to get money from my brother. Then as we were heading home ( I had just gotten off work not long before that and had to go by and pick my son up from my brother's house) I went to go by Sonic and get something to eat with some money I had. My Son leans over the seat and hands me his 10.00 and tells me that it's for Mother's Day. That was two days ago. I guess I shouldn't complain at least I got some kind of love. Even if it was two days before Mother's day.
My husband just came in to wish me a Happy mother's Day. I told him thanks and to get the f-out. He asked what he did wrong. I told him ...ohh nothing thats the point. He gave me a look. I asked him ...What did you do for yourself yesterday? .. He said... I made myself some breakfast . I then said with a tear which was too hard to keep back so I looked away. I told him yep and you said you can't cook. ..He said... You say you don't like breakfast. .....me....I don't most times but for a day like this is a day I would eat it. Besides i will eat things like that you made. Ray why does that matter? It is the thought that counts. You didn't and haven't even tried to do a freekin things yet for me but get reminded by Joycie that it's Mothers Day.
Hell I bet he called his Momma and wished her a happy Mother's Day. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I guess I shouldn't have come on my site today y'all. I am in way to bad of a mood. I am sorry and to all the other Mothers out there.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY LADIES.......
Hope it's better than mine. way better.