I let go way to late and exploded to hard. I broke a few things and also some hearts and feelings. But I knew in my heart some things were needed to bed said . So if they were hurtful then I made my point. I got my feelings hurt first and well I held it in until morning when my husband got home. Then well as the old saying goes .."all hell broke loose." I went off on my son and my husband. My sister being here helped it not go to far. I did scratch her by accident when she grabbed my arm to control me.
When she grabbed my arm I pulled back and my nail caught her skin. But was by accident. She knew this as well. But in the brink of the break down I through something that meant a lot to me. My mother was a smoker and she had this ashtray that had this cool design on it. I kept it on the coffee table. I grabbed it and through it before I knew it and well it shattered. I cried later after all calmed down. Somethings I don't remember doing. But see even this can happen to me.
WE all sat down as a family and my sister was the one that kept things under control so everyone would hear me. So all was said and then I asked .."Do you now understand why I am stressing out like I did?" They all shook their heads and said yes. So with fingers crossed and opened new eyes. Maybe just maybe I wont have to do this again. I also hope I don't have one of these break downs ever again. That was so scary.
See ,sometimes it takes a loud mouth to make people open their ears to hear what can't be said. And a few hairs as well. lol well hope tomorrow is a better day and my emotions go back to where they belong.
Love ya all and please ...please let some stress out once in a while at least and don't let that stress build up like I let mine do.
I am treating myself to this right now. ^.^